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On My Artichoke

by The Atma

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Pheremones 03:01
You make me dizzy girl Like I was streetwise on Hennesy Spinning like raver kids on 10 hits of ecstacy My mind goes to pieces each time you stand next to me And my brain releases those chemicals easily Oh baby don’t you know Chorus: I’ve got to get your ways into my world Oh yes I’ve been feeling lonely for a long time And I’d like to be what you’ve been up to girl Oh yes I’ve been feeling lonely for the longest time Kiss me sweet violet, leave your lipstick all on my face Baby fix me like vitamins, come and hit me like tidal waves I want to get with you and mix with that loving taste Mama I want to introduce my rhythm into your waist Oh mama don’t you know… Chorus:
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Alcoholic apples and melancholy Breath holding contest with a submarine The DNA that dangles in my family tree Designed the mind that’s now frustrating me, well… I can feel no pain inside my brain As rhythmic serpents sting in time Chorus: And on the far side of the great divide So far from me lies What's a perfect state of mind. Alcoholic apples say we must impeach A mind so filthy that it could stain bleach Thank you for that nice advice you gave to me but I think I’ll do this shit my own way please, well… I can feel no pain inside my brain As barefoot shoguns toe the line… Chorus: Sailboats soak in setting sun, the fat old woman with her pug Stands on the beach and softly tugs the leash, the dog begins to run Towards these ships that cost a sum of money that was stole or won The sailboats all have now begun to move, their captains having fun These rich old men who crave the cunts of women who have never done One day of work as old men fund their trips to the nail and hair salons As I sit hungry with my songs, feeling neither right nor wrong.
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The door bangs and you’re locked away For the question you should never ask Is the animal soul of man Composed completely of ash? And just how many minotaurs With their axes sharp enough to slash Our necks could disconnect the parts Where our heads and hearts are gonna clash? Could you tell me, could you tell me before I explode? And when I’m on my own and I don’t feel so strong And the only peace I know is in my songs I’ve got to dance all day until my shinbones break In hopes I might forget this ball and chain Around my ankles where I bleed Is your brain sprained chemically Are you going to play the victims card Cause years spent on God’s trampoline Have bounced your ass around too hard? I can’t provide the puzzle piece But I can contribute just a shard Do you try to forget your pain Or do you try to face the scar? Could you tell me, could you tell me before I explode? And when I’m on my own and I don’t feel so strong And the only peace I know is in my songs I’ve got to dance all day until my shinbones break In hopes I might forget this ball and chain Around my ankles where I bleed
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They’re bound to go where the fire blows And they walk amidst the darkness Their brain’s a vase full of reckless rage When they’re up against the hardest Of the merciless tricks the universe picks To play for its entertainment. Chorus: And I can see them in the sunshine Fighting like a bunch of bastards With this pain in my Corazon Idiots who try so hard To seem to be badass that They forget what makes men strong And they douse their fears in a thousand beers And what’s more there is a punch-line They’re too cool to love in the clueless cuffs That arrested all their sunshine A notorious glitch the glorious itch To live is a sin in their mind And we could rule this world if only We all had the balls to be ourselves And we would blow our own minds If we had the balls to be ourselves. Idiots commence Charades.
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The abyss is but an accident, A vacuum nearly valueless to All except the analysts Who value just to wonder. Hare Krisna, hardly fed, What is in your happy head? Go praise your God, my God is dead now Leave me here to ponder… The aching road to vacant home The tedium of telephones That will not ring though I’m alone And going under And 50 shots of kettle one Cannot undo what has been done And if we all are mothers’ sons Why aren’t we brothers? Captured in my weary eyes That see no truth but cannot lie There is a spark that will not die Though I am torn asunder Laugh with me my hearty friends For better days that lie ahead The drums will dance for those again Who still believe in thunder… Go chill a cup of chocolate chai And flavor it with cyanide Invite your troubles to come try With cream and sugar And though we are so full of pride Let’s put the arrogance aside And let the universal mind Inform each other Sexually transmitted dinosaurs Watch mother earth get fucked by the universe.
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D-A-N-K 00:34
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Watch for the stain When I spill my brain I’m awfully glad you came Tied to the tracks I see the train These flashy ads and aims Are pasted on my window pane I find it hard to play the game White picket neighbors find so keen Chorus: But oh I will persist Though an exit does exist I’ve got a razor and a wrist But too much pride now to Combine the two and quit Floss everyday To keep your crowns and molars clean Watch your TV To learn the person you should be Your dad’s a stress machine Who is choking on his broken dream He said your hope’s a foolish thing Not worth its weight in pinto beans But oh I will persist Though an exit does exist I’ve got a handgun and a head But too much pride now to Combine the two and quit
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I saw you with a chain saw chain Wrapped around your hand so tight Saw you swinging with the same old blame At the people that surround your life Saw you screaming at the same freight train Looking for the same old fight saying: Chorus: “I’ve got to get away Its always in my head And I only seem insane Because everybody’s dead.” I saw you in the pouring rain Trying to wash your black heart white Saw you singing with the same old strain Wondering what the crowd would like Saw you flushing down the same old drain All the bullshit that you wipe saying: Chorus: And a box of eyes unblinking saw you in the star filled skies A thinker sinking in the quicksand with no wristband For admission to the real world. Until a foxhole finds you sitting with a clear line of sight For hitting what is a bull’s eye marked across you heart While your brain plays sniper in the dark And then a phone chord snakes its way through The corkscrew parade, twisting life like rinds of limes In drinks that drunk bartenders make and when The sledge hammer astronauts all demolish the moon Go ask yourself whose side you’re on and Get your self together friend before you’re dead too…
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Vampires 03:46
Dancing like I’ve only got one day left to live Do you catch my drift? Its hard to be graceful when you’re trying not to trip I’m sick of being lied to by fellow human beings And if you think like I do, you’ve got some enemies And this Aquarius has a hell of a shit list to read… Chorus: I’ve got no love for these vampires oh oh oh oh oh They’re making it so hard to be inspired oh oh oh oh oh I’ve got no love for these vampires oh oh oh oh oh oh All that I desire is the strength now to be Dancing like I’ve only got one day left to live And no love to give To the ugly umpire putting teeth marks on my neck. I’m so tired of people on the soap opera trip And starring in the sequel, when the backstabbing begins now Ok, I guess the cast was just the bastards that I called my friends. Chorus: You’re like a freak-show baby in your cheap disguises Feeling weak, slow, and shady hitting tweek devices Should we go maybe to the bridge for diving?
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I sit and read this here helpful health magazine The symptoms apply to me, oh no! What’s tuburculosis? And what’s multiple sclerosis? And what’s this lump on my testicles I found? Call me an ambulance now call the doctor because Chorus: In the first place if I am sick I cannot work in which case I can’t pay those doctor bills that stack so high in front of me So just to be safe I will stay in bed today And let the good old x-ray techs take tests with their lil ole X-ray specks, oh my! In my disinfected room I live My disinfected life… I am so grateful for the news every night It tells me what those smart scientists find Oh no! the air I’m breathing, the cell phone calls I’m receiving Are chalked full of this radiation lord and its vanquishing me And all my vitamin C, call the doctor cause… Chorus: Well you can do what you like But someday your gonna have to die now…
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I’ve been around, I've seen the town take its fee I seen the breeze hit the sea, looking for something to be I’ve fucked around and done a lot of silly things Running far in the dark, trying hard to outrace me And as I watch the fading sunset comb its fingers Through the hair of the air dying free I wonder to myself if I will be so beautiful and brave When the reaper comes for me You can’t hold a sound or its proud energy In your hands but you can dance if you’re bold enough you see And where the ground meets a boundless sky of dreams You can go there you know if you close your eyes and leap And as I watch the trees of august drop their tumbling tragic leaves In broken wreaths on the dying green I cannot help but wonder to myself what I will someday be When the reaper comes for me.
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Blue Skies 05:39
To be in blue skies And get lost as clouds go by Well I’ve still got to find a way to fly And if you lost me in your eyes, Darling don’t apologize Because we all try to find a way to fly Beneath blue skies Chorus Wondering if I will see the light of day Again my friend Wondering if things will ever go my way Again my friend I’m struggling now but I think I’ll be ok Its only pain And every goddamn thing I know today I learned the hard way The love that’s in your mind Is the same that lives in mine And we live hard but, lord knows that we cry And if you lost me in your eyes I’ll see you on the other side Where we live hard knowing that someday we’ll die Beneath blue skies…
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The Weight 04:33
I said I know you hear my precious pulse repeating But it don’t mean I’m no dead man When my love is kissing my neck I don’t feel like kissing back And it hurts to smile like my lips were chapped and She asks me “Why do you look so sad?” And I tell her if there’s a reason that I feel so low Its one that I don’t know Chorus: But the weight’s on me and I don’t know if I can hang When the shadows in my brain come between my love and me And I ain’t so scared when it is my time to die But I am so fucking afraid of the thoughts that fill my mind While I am alive I said I know I’ve got many friends around me I’m 23 years old and counting I’ve got a lovely girl and she loves me good In North Hollywood So the mystery then that detectives should Try their best to solve is why I would Start to feel so bad even though my life’s so good, oh I know Its all illogical but… Chorus: Slower than a tortoise wearing gravity boots and Trying to yank and oak tree by its roots You know you’re bound to fall. Holding up the sky till your spine gives way And your back folds like an accordion plays Your pushing to much weight….
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In the hungry halls of Hell I spit my name And what, I pray thee tell, is that sick black thing, That’s cancerous to my common sense And castrates all my consciousness Till I care about nobody else but me? I want to believe in some grand plan Bigger than the asshole that I am I try to be a rainbow But I just turn into shade though When my ego eats up all my colored crayons In the hungry halls of Hell I expect no rain And as for peace of mind I expect the same And though I’m terrified and half insane I would not trade this life for anything.
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Good bye 01:53
Pray that I don't make that grave mistake Giving this world less than I will take Trains tugging 12 tons of selfish freight And Adolf Hitler's eating apples by the lake And what I'm finding true upon this earth Is that most know never learn what dream is worth But if to your dreams you dream to give birth You got to win the fight inside of yourself first
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A perfect apocalypse of roses Chasing an omen And it’s hardest to keep your heart wide open When it can be broken All the birds in the sunrise Are raping the bone-dry face of the ocean When the merchants of emptiness have spoken, Choose or be chosen…
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The nemesis of architects are earthquakes and the snow And the enemy of a yes is a hell no The opponent of odor is some old spice and cologne But a man at war with himself is his own foe Oh oh oh oh Come watch me and God go toe to toe I’m swinging with black eyes and broken bones I’ve learned this 20 times but I still don’t know How not to forget that I’ve got this soul I count a lonely 1,2,3 and I jump Into this feeling so blue And I never meant to treat you Like a creature or a fool And if I have to crumble Well I deserve that too… Come watch me and God go toe to toe I’m swinging with 9 lives a busted nose And all bullshit aside you can fake your flow But love is a lie on the lips of a criminal I count a lonely 1,2,3 and I jump Into this feeling so blue And you know it seemed like a party When I started to feel so new I never knew that I would crumble When my buzz was through
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We couldn’t even scream By the street light where no light is And if it’s a dream Won’t you pinch my trembling hide when Everyone I know hurts so deep They feel like dying Crying in my bones I wanna know What is that Imp That fucks your head That turns a good soul Into a head stone That turns my best friends All into dead men That tears my heart And wracks my brain What is this love affair We have with pain Does the answer have a name? Lurking there In the back of the mind Where the feeble spark Begins to start…

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released April 6, 2015

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The Atma Los Angeles, California

A brazen mix of psychedelic-street-funk and soul-punk-philosophy, The Atma was an L.A. based power trio that never quite managed to catch their big break in spite of some very promising music. Best known for their quirky, edgy, and unapologetic style, the band’s recordings still attract new followers to this day. ... more

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